Thursday, September 21, 2006

Weak willpower? NEVER

I have been suffering alot in the last few days from something I can name as "lack of spirituality and willingness"

I hav an assignment due day after tomorrow- a very big one, but yet I still didnt feel the inspiration to even sit for it!

I haven't opened the Quran in I dont know how many days...... DAMN!! (record i guess)

I havent joined an Islamic discussion in more than 3 weeks!

All I do is just offer my regular prayers.. with I dunno how little attentiveness...

One good thing is I loaded my mp3 with Quran and listened to it..

And I am planning to hav a boost up of Imaan and spirituality in Ramadan..

But I don't know how..

in the mean time i came through this article in www.islamonline.net

And I think i got half of what i needed..

still pondering for the rest half ... inshaAllah not far I guess.

A must read for those feeling like me!

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

life is not so smooth

Hibernating...

I dont know why i feel so bored to blog..

well, i dont feel that bored to read a blog.. today i was reading astomeye 's blog, where i got a great inspiration for life..

asholei amader jibonta onek picchil.. we hav to wake up each time we fall.

dont feel like writing anymore..

ANd going to take a long break in Ramadan.. insha Allah this Ramadan is going to bring a new dimension in my life.. Plz pray that it does so.

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